Sunday, July 8, 2012

Drawing Club

I’ve met some amazing people as a result of my fifth year at the UR. I think that the fifth year was really my best year in terms of learning and growth. But right now, I want to talk about one particular individual I met in January who has made a big impression on me: Cary Peppermint.

A brief introduction:

Possibly most important to the next year that I plan to spend in Rochester, NY, I am Cary's Senior Studio Assistant and Developer, and have the opportunity to work with him and his art collective, ecoarttech. We spent April and May putting together an installation for 319 Scholes, which was part of the Bushwick Open Studios festival in Brooklyn, NY. We put on a show there called BASECAMP.EXE + Indeterminate Hikes, during which I learned a lot and made a few valuable contacts. (More on this event soon.)

More recently, I had the pleasure to join Cary and a group of artists, musicians, and friends for a vegan potluck and drawing party, where we ate, drank wine, and talked on a big blanket in Cary's backyard. As the evening bugs started to emerge, we collected in the living room and Cary improvised a few subjects for us to draw: a plant and logs, his dog, and, eventually, two members of the group.

I've been interested in learning more about drawing for a long time, but never felt like I had the skill to start. However, this party made me realize that I just need to practice. By the time we finished the last drawing, I was actually feeling somewhat proud of my work, and I'd like to share it with you. This is Genevieve, the last subject of the night.

After this, I got excited to spend time practicing and learning. Once I feel a little more comfortable, I want to learn about digital painting and drawing. And maybe once I start to get a hold on that, I want to start tackling the video game pipe dream I've been cooking up.

And, I apologize, but more about that later as well. :)

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Printmaking; Experience and Truth

I just started taking a Printmaking class this semester, and it's amazing. As a person who spends a good deal of his energy using computers, writing code, and working in virtual spaces, it's really great to create something tangible. And printmaking is exceptionally tangible, because, as the creator, I am involved completely from start to finish (except for creating the paper, that is). You have to create the composition, transfer the image (in color stages) to your printing material, realize the transferred portion on your material (carve, trace, etc), create a color, ink your material, print, repeat! It's hands-on, and wonderfully relaxing. Class is just shy of three hours, but it speeds by.

We worked first with linoleum mounted on wood, which both of the prints pictured here were created from. Neither of these camera phone photos are great quality, and I'll post better ones once I finally get them back, but it gives a good idea.

Both of these pieces are about experience and perception. In fact, that's what a lot of the work I'm doing right now centers around, whether printmaking, digital, or music. In the last year or so, I've become really interested in consciousness and experience in particular. My personal experience used to be completely hinged on some kind of absolute truth, something scientific and exact. I understood that human perception is subjective, but felt that, behind it all, there must be something absolutely right that we could discover through science. Over the past few years, I've been letting go of that—not necessarily because I'm less interested in science or because I think there's no way to find truth in it—because I don't think it really matters. That view point has only caused arguments, misunderstandings, and judgements. It's not doing me any good, especially when my truth doesn't mesh with another person's: because we've both got stock in our own truths, there's no point in trying to push mine on another person. Let it go; there must be something more important here.

I've always been amazed (now in a positive way) at how differently people can look at, assess, identify with, or otherwise perceive a situation. A very simple example (and a relevant one for Rochester, NY) is how people feel about and deal with the cold. Some hate it, some love it, some are indifferent, a few even seem to ignore it, wearing clothing that seems completely out of place by most people's standards. And that's just barely scratching the surface, because you could probably find someone somewhere that would have a completely different view for just about everything you perceive.

So, building on this theme, for my second project I wanted to have a piece with no right-side-up. It's not quite finished in this picture, but both of the shorter ends could be considered the top: one is an ocean scene and the other a mountain scene, both abstract and non-literal enough for the illusion of two tops to work. It's a reminder that everyone will see things differently, and that that's awesome. One person may see the mountains as the top, another might see the ocean as the top, and maybe somebody else will see something I didn't even intend.

Monday, February 20, 2012

End of Days String Band

I am currently the Production Manger at the student-run radio station, WRUR, which means that I'm in charge of the recording studio there, and for running live events, like any concerts we put on (most notably, ArtAwake). We do training events for all of the incoming members, and last semester, I brought in my good friends, Nawa Lanzilotti, Anna Dumont, and Michael Melnick, who make up the End of Days String Band, and they recorded seven songs with our new members. We're now in the process of mixing these tracks, and we're going to hear everyone's progress next Wednesday.

In the past week I've been mixing a few songs as a demo for the band and for their submission to ArtAwake, which has been really exciting. The new people did a good job recording for their first time, and I think that they came out pretty well. Here is my favorite of the whole bunch, a cover of The Supremes' Where Did Our Love Go.

Other Music

I'm also happy to say that I'm writing music again, and that I'm planning to be in the studio sometime over the next few weeks (probably mostly over spring break) to record! I have a few older songs that I'm almost done arranging and polishing that I'm planning to record, and a few newer songs that may get at least a nice demo done during these sessions. More to come in the following weeks.

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Twenty Twelve

Again with the writing ...

School / Key

School! It's almost done! And my Key project is coming to a close too. So far, I've prototyped a web app for funding and distribution, and I'm in the process of documenting that. In the remaining weeks, I'll also be researching and potentially prototyping another application to facilitate open source remixes. The idea here is that songs are uploaded in entirety and as stems (individual instrument tracks) so that others can mix and remix. I'm hoping to look at what would be required to maintain relationships between all of this music so that we could see a (hopefully) interesting graph of remixes. I'm looking at ccMixter and Opsound to find out more about what others are doing in this space.

Music

I've written, scrawled notes about, performed, and recorded phone or laptop demos of the music I've written over the last five years, but I've yet to record and produce something actually polished. I want to do that before I leave school, and before I leave WRUR, in particular. I have a studio there with the tools to record and mix everything, so I just need to do it. And I need to do it before June.

I actually got a decent start on this over the winter break, recording a few acoustic guitar takes for two songs. I need to go over all of that work and finish recording the rest of the guitars and vocals, but it's started. I'm going to try and post updates about this throughout the semester.

Hacking

I never really thought of myself as much of a hacker, no matter how much interest or respect I had for the culture. But I am starting to feel like I might belong. If anyone reading is thinking that I am warming up to identity theft and cracking into bank accounts, that's not what I'm talking about. Being a hacker is about tinkering, exploring, using technology in unusual or unintended ways, and finding unexpected solutions to interesting problems. See the Wikipedia article for Hackers, or to put it in the context of one of my classes:

Hackers ... toy with, or augment expectations of, the normal operating procedure of current systems [and environments]. ... They disrupt the mechanisms of everyday life, repurpose consumer technology, and unravel the nature of digitality.
Subvert! from New Art/Science Affinities, Oct 2011

My first real adventure as a hacker was (still is) creating BbQuick, an open source Chrome extension that makes using the University of Rochester's Blackboard Learn (the online course software) much, much faster and simpler. The normal application is a huge bloated mess, full of frames, and all of the content you actually want and need is buried in or obscured by garbage. So for my final project for Jeff Bigham's Human Computer Interaction (Fall 2011), I started developing this extension with a small group.

It's a really exciting project because I don't have to worry about a lot of things: I'm building a third party application on top of another piece of software, so I don't have to worry about making sure a huge web application works. I just get to collect a few things and display and organize them in a way that actually makes sense. The entire point of this project is to take Blackboard and make it better. I get fix things that aren't good enough. Awesome.

Of course, that doesn't mean it's a walk in the park, and BbQuick has its own quirks and bugs. But it's free and open source software, so if I don't get to something by the time I leave Rochester, I hope someone else will! I'm planning to release it on the Chrome Web Store within a few weeks, and I'll try to get some real student users and feedback.

Employment / Summer

The summer is intimidating. I've been applying for web development jobs on and off, but nothing has gone that well. I still have a handful of companies I want to apply to, but I wanted to get more practice at other companies before applying to the ones I'm really interested in. Unfortunately, all of these attempts have ended with "we're not interested." So I don't know where I'm headed, exactly. Recently, I started thinking more seriously about how to become involved in the arts. I don't know exactly how, whether it's hacking for some digital art projects, working in theater, making music, or something else entirely. I'm still to find that out, but I'm keeping an open mind, and looking forward to whatever it is. I think it will be interesting to see where I'm at in August, after the dust has settled and I (probably? hopefully?) have some real direction.

Writing

Lastly, I want to start writing more for real. So, I hope to put something up here about once a week, about whatever is going on, be it music or hacking or a job (!).

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Kauffman Entrepreneurial Year and Piracy

I'm going to try to start writing more.

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Two months ago, I was admitted to the KEY (Kauffman Entrepreneurial Year) program at the University of Rochester. The KEY Program is one of several "Fifth Year" programs at the UR; it gives students a free extra year of school to pursue some kind of entrepreneurial endeavor. My proposal was originally to apply the open source model to music. The main ideas behind it were that that music should be free to share and remix; the artists would be compensated by donation. However, as I started to extrapolate this idea, it became obvious to me that, while this was a decent starting place, I needed to shift my focus slightly to directly address more important issues to me and to musicians.

Let's consider piracy.

It's likely that every relatively popular album ends up on some peer-to-peer network for free, illegal download. Want proof? Try typing any album title into The Pirate Bay's or isoHunt's search bars. I guarantee you'll find just about anything. This can be problematic for artists who want to make money.

To give you an idea of how problematic it really is, illegal peer-to-peer file sharing is estimated to account for about a fifth of the bandwidth in the US. That is enormous. And unstoppable. For comparison, Facebook and Google combined consume 15% of US bandwidth. The lawyers--and the suits that hired them--who think that a few lawsuits or even a few thousand lawsuits are going to stop it are dead wrong.

These are distributed networks, meaning that there are no centralized servers that hold the data. Sure, websites like The Pirate Bay and isoHunt host an index and tracker which make it easier to find peers, but that's not where the infringing material is. These networks have more traffic than Google and Facebook combined, and, to top it off, all of the illegal material is stored by individual users across the globe. Unstoppable.

So, if these peer-to-peer networks are so enormous, why are people attempting to shut them down? Why bother? Because the big record companies are stuck in their pre-internet heyday, a time before individuals had such power. The companies are large and once enjoyed enormous success. As in any market, adaptation is crucial to survival, but they won't budge. Nevertheless, we carry on, slowly leaving them in the dust of their pre-internet reign.

So, what now? How will anyone ever make money again? This is where my KEY project has lead me. Imagine a world where peer-to-peer sharing is legal because artists intentionally put a copy their music online for free. And imagine that fans can easily donate to their favorite artists, potentially in exchange for cool gifts or prizes. This is where I'm headed.

You might ask, Won't this lead to anarchy and chaos, people just taking the free music without giving? I don't think so. First of all, peer-to-peer file sharing has gotten pretty easy, but will never be as easy as iTunes. Many people value simplicity enough to pay for the music; they don't want the hassle. On the flip side, the people who are pirating music are more generous than you think. Through some preliminary research, I've found that most people who currently use peer-to-peer file sharing to get music for free would definitely give money to artists, especially in exchange for creative gifts. Many of them said that if this were available, they would spend more money on music than they do now.

My project isn't about turning the music industry on it's head or fighting the pirates. This is about taking advantage of the most resilient and powerful networks in the world to put money into the hands of the musicians. The goal isn’t to make it easier for people to get free music, it’s to make it easier for people who get free music to give back to the artists. VODO has already proved this model to be successful for film. The world needs a way for musicians to monetize their music that would otherwise be given away. This is it.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Breathe Music to Live

Walking home from yoga class this morning—I haven't been in quite a while—, I remembered and reveled in the way it makes me feel: energized, confident, at peace. I'm a senior at the University of Rochester, and this year is especially challenging for me. My professor claims that these are some of the most intense music history classes in the country, and I don't doubt him. It's stressful, and I have to find ways to raise my energy level and return my focus. Otherwise I get upset or angry with myself, feeling hopeless. I can't move forward, eventually making the entire process even more awful. My whole world stops abruptly, throwing everything off balance. This disruptive pause feels terrible, as I am suspended in an ether of procrastination and frustration. Yoga helps, but it's difficult to fit the classes into my already busy schedule. I go on the weekends, but those are often the least stressful of days. Last night, I re-realized a different way to bring my dejected self back to well-being. There is no music more powerful and energizing to me than Porcupine Tree's. I hear it, swelling up inside of me, and I become focused.

In the past year, I've spent a good portion of my listening energy searching for new music. I watch my Last.fm charts and recommendations, and I listen to interviews of my favorite artists and look up the bands that they mention. I keep finding new things, and I've let some of my favorites—my roots, really—fade away from my listening habits. I always forget how powerful it is to come back to these. And, while I've listened to Porcupine Tree's Fear of a Blank Planet dozens, maybe even hundreds, of times, I am always taken aback by how moving it is. I am slammed against a wall of emotion and energy, charging me up, breaking down my stress.

Find something, find someone, find music that does this for you. I think music is the most pure and beautiful art form because of the sheer emotional weight woven into every vibrating note. Breathe it in. Live without pause.

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related bits
Fear of a Blank Planet | MySpace (low quality, but free)
blog post: Porcupine Tree: The Incident, not quite a review

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Porcupine Tree: The Incident, not quite a review

This writing is almost exactly a year old. I wrote most of this within the first week or two of getting my copy of Porcupine Tree's The Incident in the mail. I never got around to polishing and publishing it, and so it seemed to become obsolete. But now, just past the anniversary of the debut and a few days from Porcupine Tree's last full performance of The Incident in New York (which I am currently too poor to attend), seemed like as good a time as any.

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If you’ve been following anything about Porcupine Tree’s latest album, I imagine you may have seen a slew of reviews, each one giving a quick overview with vague comments about each song, highlighting favorite moments, or simply saying, “bad ass.” As an artist, I find myself digging in deeper than most critics, bloggers, and forum posters, trying to understand why this is one of my favorite moments or why it’s “bad ass.” So this won’t so much be a review as an explanation or guide to this extraordinary piece of art. Note that this focuses on the first disc, which is the song cycle, The Incident. If you haven’t heard the album yet, go listen to it; this article won’t mean much without that experience.

Having become a dedicated fan of Porcupine Tree (and, probably more precisely, Steven Wilson), this new release means a lot more to me than just some new music. The Incident is good; we’ve established that. When you listen to it, it flows, it feels good, it just works. But why? What makes it something really special?

What makes The Incident stand out is its form, the song cycle. Wilson, as I have come to understand it, has been interested in the album as an art form since he was very young. As any piece of art, albums with coherence and unity help artists to convey their meaning. A song cycle is a set of songs, all meant to be heard together in a specific order, often linked with thematic material. It can tell a story or explore a topic, and naturally lends itself to unity.

The first disc is made up of six “core”/longer songs and has eight “transitional”/shorter songs. The short sections provide a contrast, and in some cases a rest, from the core sections. They almost always facilitate a change or shift between the core songs in tempo, mood, style, or tonality. Here’s a song list for reference as well, with transitional/short songs marked (t):

  1. Occam’s Razor (t)
  2. The Blind House
  3. Great Expectations (t)
  4. Kneel and Disconnect (t)
  5. Drawing the Line
  6. The Incident
  7. Your Unpleasant Family (t)
  8. The Yellow Windows of the Evening Train (t)
  9. Time Flies
  10. Degree Zero of Liberty (t)
  11. Octane Twisted
  12. The Seance (t)
  13. Circle of Manias (t)
  14. I Drive the Hearse

The most immediate quality of The Incident is its structure. “Time Flies” is the longest of all of the songs, and it falls just about in the middle of the cycle. This creates a natural divide. The music even has a sense of renewal here; “Degree Zero of Liberty (t),” using identical chords and structure and altering only the internal section, clearly references “Occam’s Razor (t).” “Octane Twisted,” using a similar verse and a sharp contrast between gentle chords and heavy guitar riffs, calls faintly back to “The Blind House.” You can see that we are returning to the initial trajectory of the cycle. Such repetition is a pretty clear indication of an arrival to the second part, and helps to unify the beginnings of each half.

Another structural similarity between the two major divisions is the end. The heaviest song on the first half is “The Incident,” which melds into the gentler, but still angry, “Your Unpleasant Family (t).” This completely dissolves into “The Yellow Windows of the Evening Train (t),” before diving into “Time Flies.” The heaviest song on the second half is “Circle of Manias (t),” which leads to the final song, “I Drive the Hearse,” not tapering quite as much as the first half. Together, the beginning and ending of each major part are unified to guide the listener through the cycle. The harsh opening chords, the intense riff-based guitar, and passionate lyrics over lightly processed chords unify the beginning of each half. And the diminuendo ties up the end of each. This symmetry gives the album great balance and flow.

Another technique used to unify The Incident is creating “physical” connections between songs. By physical, I mean that there is no pause or gap between songs. The closest bindings are “Great Expectations (t)” with “Kneel and Disconnect (t),” “The Incident” with “Your Unpleasant Family (t),” and “The Seance (t)” with “Circle of Manias (t).” The first and third occurrences bind two transitional songs together and the second binds a core and transitional song. These couplings ensure that there are no two unbound transitional songs next to each other. They almost function as a single song, preventing the flow from being broken by these shorter songs.

Contrasting this fluidity, both “The Blind House” and “Circle of Manias (t)” offer a brief, silent pause before the next song, allowing the listener to breathe after the heavy, dark mood created by each. Structurally, these pauses book-end the two outer bound song sets, giving way to the expansive fluidity of the rest of the album.

The “transitional” songs present or explore ideas. “The Seance (t)” isn’t connected very closely to “Octane Twisted” in terms of a seamless-shift, but is connected thematically. “The Seance (t)” uses the opening chord progressions from “Octane Twisted” near identically and the vocals verbatim. But it goes a step further and compounds the vocals with another voice and new text. The very first chord in “Occam’s Razor (t)” is expanded on throughout the album. This is seen at the beginning of “The Blind House,” where it is the seed for the main guitar riff. The heavy guitar in the middle of “The Incident” seems to stem from the same idea, although it is transposed down. An even more developed version of this is the bedrock for the heaviest sections of “Octane Twisted.” And this is extrapolated even further into an entire song, “Circle of Manias (t).” The “Occam’s Razor (t)” theme helps to set the listener up for this entire development.

There is more in this album to talk about beside the structural relationships of the piece. Structure is the most immediate characteristic of any music, and doesn’t require much training—other than a decent exposure to music—to intuit. There are issues of tonality, rhythm and meter, lyrical content, and compositional method that I can rave about, but in the remainder of this post I’ll just briefly touch on a few general things.

This cohesive, hour-long musical accomplishment holds together thanks to more than just clever composition. As with any project Steven Wilson has a hand in, pure and genuine humanity, whether dark lows or optimistic highs, are a major part of the work. All of the lyrics are written in the first person, creating an accessible and personable image of the characters and events. Despite the range of emotions and subject matter, everything flows together nicely, not only providing the listener with a varied palette, but one that blurs from color to color.

One idea that drives The Incident comes from Steven Wilson’s obsession with vinyl and the origin of the album. Previous Porcupine Tree albums, such as Fear of a Blank Planet, may be more cohesive because of the lyrical content, but don’t force the average audience to experience the whole. It’s not that they didn’t create unified albums before, but that The Incident has made that unity an obvious focus. The structure essentially forces the listener to go from start to finish.

If you were able to invest in the Limited Deluxe Edition, you know that it's a masterpiece, complete with a gorgeously assembled photo and lyrical account of the album and a stunning illustrated interpretation. $107 is expensive for an album, no matter how you put it, but when I was deciding whether or not I could spare the extra money, I took into consideration what I would be getting and what I would be supporting. I spend hours sifting through artist profiles and web sites with little successful output. Since I don't buy much music, my iTunes library is small; when I find music that draws me in, I buy physical CDs, typically special editions if I can afford them. The average technologically savvy person has an enormous mixture of $0.99 and pirated mp3s shuffling around on their iPods. But for me, discovering an artist that I actually like makes me want to put in and get out as much as I can. I can’t think of a better reason to buy wonderfully crafted music and support talented artists.

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related bits
The Incident | MySpace (low quality, but free)
The Incident | Rhapsody
The Incident | Amazon